god help me!

the undercover princess' new wallpaper...

whaaaaa! somebody help me! i'm obsessed! he is occupying all my waking thoughts, and even my dreams! hahaha just this morning, i removed all the clutter from my desktop, leaving only the icons for my hard disk, my personal folder, and ofcors, Superman! :)

i've watched the movie twice already and yet i'm still looking forward to my movie date with korina and watching it at the imax theater with vond! haaaayyy! he looks so much like christopher reeve who in my opinion is one of the most beautiful creatures to ever live in this planet!

somebody help me please! hahaha

***oh yeah, i've finally mastered taking a screen capture of my desktop. i love you mac geniuses! you make life easy for non-geeks like moi! hahaha

FORGIVE ME LOVE
Alanis Morisette

I went to your house
Walked up the stairs
I opened your door without ringing the bell
I walked down the hall
Into your room
Where I could smell you
And I
Shouldn't be here
Without permission
Shouldn't be here

Would you forgive me love
If I danced in your shower
Would you forgive me love
If I laid in your bed
Would you forgive me love
If I stay all afternoon

I took off my clothes
Put on your robe
Went through your drawers and I found your cologne
Went down to the den
Found your CD's
And I played your Joni
And I
Shouldn't stay long
You might be home soon
I Shouldn't stay long

Would you forgive me love
If I danced in your shower
Would you forgive me love
If I laid in your bed
Would you forgive me love
If I stay all afternoon

I burned your incense
I ran a bath
I noticed a letter that sat on your desk
It said hello love
I love you so love
Meet me at midnight
And no
It wasn't my writing
I better go soon
It wasn't my writing

So forgive me love
If I cry in your shower
So forgive me love
For the salt in your bed
So forgive me love
If I cry all afternoon

how long has it been anyway? less than a day... but it feels like ages since you fell asleep in my embrace. i remember waking up every morning thanking god i have you beside me. thanking god for bringing a beautiful creature like you into my life. yet, no matter how i beg and cry for you to stay, you didn't. and i'm left with this burning heartache that will take years to recover from. probably never.

this must be what it feels like to witness your house burn down, lose both legs, and have your wallet stolen all in one day. but imagining those things all seem better compared to this.

if we could only tell our hearts to stop feeling the hurt and frustration. too bad that little organ has a mind of its own.